EDEN – 909 Lyrics

Play this song

[Verse 1]
So hold on if you want (Want)
I don’t wanna play this, no
I don’t have the patience
And last year was a long one
And these days are reruns
A fine time for a breakdown, yes
Let’s find words to tear these walls down
And I threw them all away
If I start then I probably won’t stop
‘Cause the world moves on and the lights stay on
For the next one, and next one, it’s an ocean
No, I don’t wanna waste forever
But I can if I want to
There’s so much that can change my mind
So much of me has changed, how could I ever feel the same?

[Chorus]
So dive in, to my home
It’s all I have, woah (Coming up for the weekend, running as far as we can)
So drive me, ’till the shore
Spoken like a real life savior
NASCAR, we’re just racing in circles again (Woo)
(We’ll get it right for the next time)

[Verse 2]
Bleed out, it’s a cold night
City views killed the starlight
Sleeping at the wheel for the first time
It’s terrifying when you wake up
A few years later it’s a new time
Hard to see how it stands from the inside
Inside, it’s tried if it’s tiring (Yeah)
You then, leave

[Chorus]
So dive in, to my home
(Cassini don’t come home, you don’t want to say it)
It’s all I have, woah (And I don’t want to know, but I feel it, I feel)
(Coming up for the weekend, running as far as we can)
So drive me, ’till the shore
(And I don’t want to be here, but I don’t want to go)
Spoken like a real life savior (‘Cause I need it)
NASCAR, we’re ju–

[Outro]
The lone and level sands stretch far away
The lone and level sands stretch far away
The lone and level sands stretch far away-far away-far away
The lone and level sands stretch far-
The lone and level sands stretch far away
The lone-

EDEN – ​love; not wrong (brave) lyrics

[Intro]
And I know I’ve been closing myself off, unsure
I know I’ve been real hard to reach, harder to love
And I know it’s tiring, this shit is getting old

[Pre-Chorus]
But please, just hold on to me
I’ve slayed these demons, they’re old to me
Recurring dreams, this is happening
Tearing my seams; lucid reality

[Chorus]
And I just want you to feel love (love!)
Before it disappears (not!)
‘Cause we are more than we’re not (wrong!)
So never fear to feel (brave!)
Good when everything’s wrong (love!)
And find some beauty there (not!)
‘Cause all we ever are is brave (brave!)
And your world’s not ending, ooh

[Verse]
So I won’t go
I’m still living in the middle of a one-way war
I can’t fight it but I’m trying to be what you want, yeah
You can’t sing but you’re singing this anyway
And anyway, so please just hold on to me
This is no end, we’re not finished here
Finding our way, we’re just changing
Becoming more than I think of me, yeah
These fears in my head, dreams in my bed
They won’t get the best of me, yeah
‘Cause I chase dreams ’till the end
These nightmares all bend
Silver linings are all I need

[Pre-Chorus]
So, please, just hold on to me
I’ve slayed these demons, they’re old to me
Recurring dreams, this is happening
Tearing my seams from reality

[Chorus]
And I just want you to feel love
Before it disappears
‘Cause we are more than we’re not
So never fear to feel
Good when everything’s wrong (love!)
And find some beauty there (not!)
‘Cause all we ever are is brave

EDEN – take care lyrics

[Verse 1]
Yeah, how could you be so careless?
I sweat this, I swear
I think I’m losing my voice, I took no time to take care
I smashed my phone, but honestly I feel relieved
You can’t reach me, now I can exhale on my own

[Chorus]
What were you thinking? That night was a dream
At the top of your lungs, I’ve heard you scream in your sleep
And I know you don’t mean a thing, I just get lost in translation
So, how much is enough gonna take? Yeah

[Post-Chorus]
I got a number for you
I call it breaking, yeah
I’ve got a lover, baby
Don’t need what you’re giving me
More than what you think
Oh, love ain’t love if it ain’t rough
But, you’re screaming

[Verse 2]
I’ve said it all
I thought maybe you’d believe me ’cause I don’t
These days it’s a cliché, I know
I have no words, no words

[Bridge]
And if I could forget you, you know I would leave
I can’t help myself from feeling all this is wasted on me
And I love the rain (love!), but I can’t live in a storm
I’ve got more to come
Still learning to grow

[Chorus]
What were you thinking? That night was a dream
At the top of your lungs, I hear you screaming, no sleep
And I know you don’t mean a thing, I just get lost in translation
So, how much is enough gonna take?
I got a lifetime to wait
Seconds can’t bury me

EDEN – start//end lyrics

[Verse 1]
You try to kill it but it won’t stop bleeding
Try to forget it but it won’t stop killing you
You’re running out of time
Yeah, you know you can’t go back
It’s too late
To say it’s too late
You can’t take back that you said nothing
How could you do nothing?

[Pre-Chorus]
Is this burning right?
Am I living bridges?
Can we build our past right?
Learning through future solecism

[Chorus 1]
(I’ve missed times) It’s played out
(Been disconnected) I’ve moved on
(I stressed time) Get fucked up
(Forgetting timing) My new draw
(And I need you to talk me down) And it’s not right
You’re dead wrong (’cause I feel like I need to crash)
What are we doing?
Let’s go home
There’s no hope
It’s all wrong

[Bridge]
‘Cause I’ve been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong
Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
But it keeps raining on me
And I’ve been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old
Been looking for the stars but it seems like they’re all gone
And the fault’s not ours alone
But I think it’s time to go

[Chorus 2 (Over Bridge)]
It’s played out
I’ve moved on
Get fucked up
My new draw
And it’s not right
You’re dead wrong
What are we doing?
Let’s go home
There’s no hope
It’s all wrong

[Verse 2]
And I’ve got way too many questions just to try and get it right
‘Cause I can’t be the one to shrug it off
And I could be the reason that we stay up all night
To be someone, to be someone
And oh, all we’ve got is to try to get it right
But no one told you
That this gon’ hurt, oh no
And now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream
Now all I really want is to scream

[Verse 3]
That shit just to try and find a way to get my head down
And head out or maybe just the two of us and head now
I’m just tryna find the real now
Dream clouds, ghost ground
Real friends, dead hometown

[Bridge]
‘Cause I’ve been looking at the sky to show me where I went wrong
Been looking at the sky like someone was looking down
But it keeps raining on me
And I’ve been looking at the sky since I was like 5 years old
Been looking for the stars but it seems like they’re all gone
And it breaks my heart, you know
But I think it’s time to go

[Chorus 2 (Over Bridge)]
It’s played out
I’ve moved on
Get fucked up
My new draw
And it’s not right
You’re dead wrong
What are we doing?
Let’s go home
There’s no hope
It’s all wrong

EDEN – lost//found lyrics

[Verse]
I think I lost myself out
Somewhere in between
Finding out who I am
Confusing that with what I dream
And it feels like everyone’s done waiting
So what am I supposed to do?
And I can feel these bridges breaking
And I’m drifting further from you, from you
But oh, let it go
‘Cause I found God
And he said, “Plans change a lot”
And, so if I can help my luck
Then things won’t go the way they’re going
And I won’t lose hope, and I won’t lose courage
And won’t fade to gold
Or worse, a shadow
‘Cause if everyone is gone, I don’t wanna be here
I don’t wanna be left alone

EDEN – ​wonder lyrics

[Verse 1]
I used to wonder how it’d feel like
I looked to everyone for answers
Chasing round and down in circles, on purpose
In search of something
I spent a while trying to learn somehow
Some missing pieces will not stop me
I tried to fill my gaps with heartbeats, so fleeting, but cold feet
I’m sorry

[Chorus]
And I still don’t know how I feel about it
And I still don’t know but I feel like I’m learning
How to clear my head when all I think about is you
But I’m only human
I found out, I know now

[Verse 2]
I still wonder how I’d have turned out
If I’d done everything I wanted
If I’d lived like I feel like I could’ve, or should’ve
When I was younger
But I’m good now, I found out

[Chorus]
That I still don’t know how I feel about it
And I still don’t know but I feel like I’m learning
How to catch my breath when all I’m breathing for is you

[Verse 3]
I can’t keep holding down
But you keep showing me how
If you’re only human
Oh, I think I found out, woah
I think I know now

[Outro]
I used to wonder what love is
But ever since you’ve been around
I finally think I have it figured out
What I missed then, but see now
I found out, I know now

EDEN – float lyrics

[Intro]
I can’t find you
But can’t fault you, ’cause I
Can get so caught up in my own head
You just float through, I can’t catch you
And I can understand but can’t face the feeling
That I’m just another end

[Chorus]
So when you coming home?
I could be what you need, girl
If you want me to
You know what they say, bruh
That love gon’ come back to you

[Verse]
But I can float too, and I don’t ask for much from you
And maybe that’s too much, too soon
So I, keep rolling through the blackout
No fires without some fallout
Made peace out of the pieces
Now I can’t take it back now, no
But I keep on track now up
And yeah, that’s all of it
I gave up my youth for this ’cause I wanted it, and
If you think that I need you then you’re out of your head
But I want you

[Bridge]
So bring me down and drown me out
I’ll be waiting here when you’re ready
And I’ll lay me down, unfinished now
It hurts

[Chorus]
So when you coming home?
I could be what you need, girl
If you want me to
You know what they say, bruh
That love gon’ come back to you

[Refrain]
Come back to you, come back to you
Oh, it’s always you, gon’ come back to you
Come back to you, gon’ come back to you, yeah
Come back to you

[Bridge]
So bring me down and drown me out
I’ll be waiting here when you’re ready
And I’ll lay me down, unfinished
Yeah, yeah, oh

[Chorus]
When you coming home?
I could be what you need, girl
If you want me to, if you let me
You know what they say, bruh
That love gon’ come back to you

EDEN – forever//over lyrics

[Intro]
Life is just going so quickly, I can’t catch it
I don’t think anyone can

[Verse 1]
I met the devil in the hills last night
I was driving by myself, alone
He said, “Boy, what you running from?”
I said I don’t know
I don’t know if it was a better time
But girl, we were giants then
Endless nights, we were infinite (so, terrified, I guess)
Summer’s end would mean the death of us

[Chorus]
But summer past, and we grew up
And all of our paths, they split up
And I haven’t seen your face or heard your voice in so long
So, so long
We had a good run, it’s over now
No, I’m not sad about it, but, I’m just, it’s weird

[Verse 2]
Yeah, lying on the grass, talk is so old
Living under Orion, we grew so bold
Lying on our days, we were outlaws
Our loss, but
Catch me if you can, never wiped out
Tryin’ to catch a wave, tryin’ to break out
I guess I didn’t know
And now I’m gone
But it don’t hurt me anymore
That’s just the way it goes
Yeah, I should’ve known
But, I heard you talking through the walls late last night
“There are no ends, just grays and half-lives” (left me in pieces)
Half-time (and I heard it), it’s alright (and I heard it)

[Chorus]
That summer past, and we grew up
And all of our plans, they split us up
And I haven’t seen your face or heard your voice in so long
So, so long
We had a good run, it’s over now

[Interlude]
So, please, don’t fade me out
So, please, don’t fade me out
So, please, don’t lose me now
I heard the words that you never said
Smoke screen from a cigarette
Exhale, we can never be what’s in our heads
(So, please, don’t fade me out)
Elevation doesn’t matter now, it’s straight ahead
Sending shivers down my spine, life pirouettes
It’s cool, we’re used to losing real friends
Only ever feeling it in retrospect
(So, please, don’t lose me now)
And we were really breathing, not silhouettes
Maybe in another dream this would never end

[Outro]
‘Cause everything is not alright
And we are falling
But that’s just life
Without some lows there is no highs
And everything will be okay
Though we are all hurting
‘Cause time flies fast
And you know, no pain is forever
Ever, forever
I’m not saying, I’m not saying you should
Be really cautious and shit, I’m quite the opposite
Just like, it’s, I mean, so, exactly
No pain lasts forever is ridiculous, you think?
I think that’s ridiculous
You think that’s ridiculous?
Yeah, of course everything lasts forever

EDEN – xo lyrics

[Intro]
1, 2, 3

[Verse 1]
Yeah, she’s in love with the concept
As if we’re all just how she imagined
‘Cause we’re in love, I just don’t know it yet, huh
Well, tell me how am I supposed to see the magic?
‘Cause I don’t believe in it no more
But I won’t tell her
‘Cause I always imagined
It’s easier if she thinks she won
So I’mma let her, and she said

[Chorus]
“I don’t think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately”
Girl, I don’t think you know me at all
‘Cause I never thought I’d have to say this
No I don’t love you, and I never did
Look at us burning down in flames for kicks
But just know
I’m not singing for your XO
I’m just singing ’cause it’s over

[Verse 2]
Came and went like the summer time
Was that a sunset or sunrise?
Looking back like, “Where’d the time go?”
So much for trying to keep this moving slow
‘Cause I don’t believe in her no more
But I remember

[Bridge]
How we talked shit like we knew what we wanted
I still remember what she said

[Chorus]
“I don’t think I love you no more
You never seem to call me lately”
But I don’t think she knew me at all
‘Cause I never thought I’d have to say this
But I’m no liar, and I never hid anything
You should’ve seen it coming to this
Just know
I’m not singing for an ex, though
I’m just singing ’cause it’s over, yeah

[Outro]
Girl I’m just singing
I’m just singing, yeah
I’m just singing ’cause it’s over

EDEN – and lyrics

[Verse 1]
And this is just another sad song
I can’t deny that I’ve been needing one
And that the world is always at fault
And we did nothing, how did we do wrong?
And I’ve been thinking that when we thought
The world would break us that we weren’t wrong
But it’s just never been the world outside
And sonder kinda has me terrified

[Verse 2]
And I’m so sorry I can’t find the time
Spent all my days over-preoccupied
And I’ve been thinkin’ ’bout how I’d react
If you were me and I was ghosted out
And I know I should try more
But I’ve been so caught in my own small shit that I can’t see
Past the nothing around me here

[Outro]
But I’ve been trying really fuckin’ hard not to try so hard
Really fuckin’ hard just to let go
Really fuckin’ hard not to try so hard
And realize I have nowhere left to go

EDEN – circles lyrics

[Verse 1]
And if I told you how this story ends
Would you change a step you take?
And if I could relive all of my days
I’d live them all the same
‘Cause I’m scared
Of all that I don’t know
‘Cause I want it all, but all of it ain’t gold
And I’m scared
But I know it’s not for long
‘Cause I’m learning what I should’ve long before

[Chorus]
That all we are
Is a light into the darkness
And all we are
Is time that’s counting down
And all we are
Is falling through the spaces in between
Endless flight
A lifetime in repeat

[Verse 2]
But I still find solace
When you say
That you know how I feel
When it’s wrong
And we ain’t been right for years

[Verse 3]
And let go
Give these ghosts a new home
And let’s bury our past and our fears and all these bones
And let’s go
I should’ve seen it long before
‘Cause this is my life
I will not run in circles
Ending where I start

[Bridge]
So hold on to me
We’ll burn out slowly
And feel our hearts leap
To words we don’t mean

[Verse 4]
Love
Means nothing to me
‘Cause I don’t know what it is
I’m just dying to be
All that I’ve been dreaming of
And words betray me
Contradict all I stand for
But I’m still learning
Yeah, I’m still learning

[Chorus]
That all we are
Is a light into the darkness
And oh, we are
Just time that’s counting down
And all we are
Is falling through the spaces in between
Endless flight
We’re falling to our knees

EDEN – drugs lyrics

[Verse 1]
‘Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won’t die
I guess I’m lying ’cause I wanna
I guess I’m lying ’cause I don’t
‘Cause I just feel so tired
Like it’s move or slowly die
You say, “You ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you and you know it”
But ain’t that just the point?

[Interlude]
You don’t know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below, and I’ll never let you know
No, I can’t tell you nothing

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
And I’ll say what I don’t mean
Just ’cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need

[Verse 2]
‘Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don’t mean shit to me
‘Cause it’s all just chemicals anyway, anyway, yeah
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with these words I say
Just saying what I’m supposed to say
‘Cause I had nothing for you
I can’t love when I can’t even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head
But I’m addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just thinking a hole in the earth

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won’t die
I guess I’m lying ’cause I wanna
I guess I’m lying ’cause I don’t
‘Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said, “You ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you, what you doing?”
And I said, “That’s the point”

[Interlude]
You don’t know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below, and I’ll never let you know
No, I can’t tell you nothing

[Chorus]
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted, but not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
‘Cause I’m a fucking mess inside
And I’ll say what I don’t mean
Just ’cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, oh yeah, I need it
Yeah, I need it, I need it
Yeah, I need it, I need it, yeah

EDEN – fumes lyrics

(feat. gnash)

[Verse 1: EDEN]
The morning light shines a lifeline
Escape is what I need
I should’ve listened last night, girl
This is beyond belief
That we keep falling for the lure of
Liquid confidence and lies
And we skydive from walls we built
Dying just to feel alive

[Pre-Chorus: EDEN]
On the way down screamin’

[Chorus: EDEN]
Whoa
If all we have is time, then we’ll be alright
It’s not much, but it’s better than nothing (Whoa)
We’re running on fumes, but we’ll make it through the night
It’s not love, but it’s better than dreaming

[Verse 2: EDEN]
Oh, I’m on fire
There’s a burning in my bones and in my eyes
These dreams, they’re taking hold, I just need time
Time

[Verse 3: gnash]
Building walls to burn them down
Cannonballs to watch me drown
You’ve got me lost in here and now
You’ve got me gone and lost and found
We only hang in evenings
And I don’t know what I’m thinking
But I know that I won’t think it
If I keep up with this thinking
All these dreams and all these plans
We shared under the moonlight
They’re dreams and plans that I have
I just don’t know if you’ll fit right
When I leave in the morning
And I kiss you and say goodnight
I kick myself until we kick it
Should’ve told you goodbye
Coming home so late at night
With clothes covered in sand
I don’t know just what I’m missing
But I’m doing what I can
And if all we have is time then we will find

[Chorus: EDEN]
Whoa
If all we have is time, then we’ll be alright (Whoa)
It’s not much, but it’s better than nothing (Whoa)
We’re running on fumes, but we’ll make it through the night (Whoa)
It’s not love, but it’s better than dreaming
Whoa
If all we have is time, then we’ll be alright (Whoa)
It’s not much, but it’s better than nothing (Whoa)
We’re running on fumes, but we’ll make it through the night (Whoa)
It’s not love, but it’s better than dreaming

EDEN – sex lyrics

[Verse 1]
And I said what’s up?
What you been thinking?
‘Cause you’ve been staring at that roof so long
I’d swear it’s come alive
And she spoke nine words
And now we’re sinking
But I can’t find it in myself to want to lie
To keep this thing from going down

[Pre-Chorus]
‘Cause that girl took my heart
And I ain’t want it back
No
I’m laying down my cards

[Verse 2]
‘Cause you said it meant nothing
And I should’ve kept my silence
But I guess I’m too attached to my own pride to let you know
That all these words meant nothing
And I’ve always been this heartless
And we’re just having sex, no, I would never call it love
But love

[Chorus]
Oh no, I think I’m catching feelings
And I don’t know if this is empathy I feel
Just hold on
Remember why you said this was the last time?

[Post-Chorus]
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
So I guess it’s…
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
Let die to let live

[Verse 3]
And what’s good
When both choices I’ve got
Have us staring down the barrel to the bullets I can’t stop?
And so I stand off
Like indecision’s Kevlar
‘Till this fear of feeling stops and I’m done
But you

[Interlude]
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you

[Pre-Chorus]
(No, I don’t know how to forget you)
‘Cause that girl took my heart
(No, I don’t know how to forget you)
And I ain’t want it back, no
(No, I don’t know how to forget you)
A bulletproof restart

[Chorus]
Oh no, I think I’m catching feelings
And I don’t know if this is empathy I feel
Just hold on
Remember why you said this was the last time?

[Post-Chorus]
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
So I guess it’s…
Whoa, yeah
Whoa
Let die to let live

[Outro]
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you
No, I don’t know how to forget you

EDEN – icarus lyrics

[Verse 1]
So this is how I die now
Hands to the air
No, they can’t stop the sky falling down, down
Guess I thought that I’d feel good somehow, how
When all you know is up, it’s hard not to feel like you ain’t going down, down

[Verse 2]
Disappearing through the silence
Screams fade and blur
Conversating with a smile, though
Life invisible
Guess I thought that I’d feel better now
Somehow, anyhow
So now

[Pre-Chorus]
Icarus
No, I can’t escape this fall
Falling in reverse
Falling in reverse

[Chorus]
So how you gonna scream my name
When I gave all I got?
I’ve nothing left to give you
And I’m so burnt out and lost
Why’s it all just feel the same?
And I got all I want
I had you where I wanted
I guess I don’t know
How to live with a good thing
And not break it into nothing
Self destruct just to feel, or so it goes

[Verse 3]
One (Thank you so much, guys)
So tell me how you want me here now
Keep crying down the phone
Yeah, that’s all I seem to hear now
Keep lying through your teeth
Lie to me, lie with me now
(I’m halfway there, but it’s like, shit, I haven’t really been doing anything for the last year. And it’s insane that I’ve been doing a shit ton but like, in terms of… I don’t know.)

[Verse 4]
So tell me how you really feel now
Ain’t been asked that in a while
Yet you still hope that they’ll hear you out
Just keep at it, bro, these things always seem to fix themselves somehow
Suck it up, some would kill just to stand
Where you’re standing now

Icarus
No I can’t escape this fall

[Chorus]
So how you gonna scream my name
When I gave all I got?
I’ve nothing left to give you
And I’m so burnt out and lost
‘Cause fuck it, it all feels the same
And I got all I want
I thought that I’d feel something
Guess I’ll never know
How to live with a good thing
Fucked my life up for nothing, nothing
‘Cause you don’t care if I’m still bleeding
You just scream until you hear my name

[Outro]
So this is how I die now
Hands to the air
No, they can’t stop that sky falling down, down
Guess I thought that I’d feel good somehow
Disappearing through the silence
Screams fade and blur
Conversating with the smile, though
Life invisible
Guess I thought that I’d feel better now
Somehow, anyhow
So now

EDEN – wings lyrics

[Verse 1]
Last night was a car crash
Highlights meet a quick end
Live the high life ‘fore the week ends
Coming down hard to the sunset sinking in
Didn’t try hard for a diehard
Nothing I can say that you won’t get wrong
And everybody asks where you’re gone now
Can you only really want what you don’t have enough?
Everything you ever wanted adding up
To be the reason you can’t stand it now
You talk a lot, well act like it
Finally found a way to get myself untangled
And undone, but it’s alright
This ain’t been the dream in a long time
Make sure you play the music when my time’s up
Oh, just say it, I’m done

[Chorus]
So if you loved me, how was I supposed to know?
‘Cause now we’re fading and losing what we wanted most
But in spite of how you feel, it’s not the end of the world
Some say these things are for the best
How are you so sure?

[Verse 2]
And you can find me where the sea pours into the stars
I’ll get there someday
I hope you find everything you think that you want
Bruises will fade
Time on our side, we can wait for it
I’ll be doing fine, if you are
‘Cause life is but a dream
Only as real as you let it be

[Chorus]
So if you loved me, how was I supposed to know?
‘Cause now we’re fading and losing what we wanted most
But in spite of how you feel, it’s not the end of the world
Some say these things are for the best
For better or worse

EDEN – wrong lyrics

[Verse]
But I could be more
Isn’t there more?
Don’t you dream of forgetting this?
Have we forgotten what we want?
Counting the wars and broken bones
Haven’t we lost enough already?
Isn’t this more than what it’s worth?
Have we forgotten where we came from?
Long way from laying in the dirt
And if I can only dream of up from down there
God, help me, I’ll be gone
Have I lost sight of everything I’ve worked for?
Did I get this all wrong?

EDEN – drugs

Cause I had the best of the worst sides
And I had these lungs
And I had too many flash fires
That I just let them burn

Till my chest is on fire
And my head just won’t die
I guess I’m lying cause I wanna
I guess I’m lying cause I don’t
Cause I just feel so tired
Like it’s move or slowly die
You ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you and you know it
But ain’t that just the point?
You don’t know
How to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below
And I’ll never let you know
No I can’t tell you nothing

Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
And I’ll say what I dont mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need

Cause all I needed was some words to say
That all these feelings don’t mean shit to me
Cause it’s all just chemicals anyway
Anyway, Yeah
And I got way too many routes to take
To make this all just go away
And find another heart to break
So heartless with the words I say
Just saying what I’m supposed to say
Cause I had nothing for you
I can’t love when I can’t even love myself
Things I would rather be thoughts at the back of my head, but I’m addicted to hurting
And I got these lungs
And I spent too many late nights
Just Thinking a hole in the earth

Till the sky is on fire
And my head still won’t die
I guess I’m lying cause I want to
I guess I’m lying cause I don’t
Cause I just feel so tired
Like I need something to come alive
She said you ain’t you when you’re like this
This ain’t you what you done?
And I said that’s the point

You don’t know how to let go
Who said this must be all or nothing?
But I’m still caught below
And I’ll never let you know
No I can’t tell you nothing

Cause I’m a fucking mess sometimes
But still I could always be
Whatever you wanted
But not what you needed
Especially when you been needing me
Cause I’m a fucking mess inside
And I’ll say what I dont mean
Just cause I wanted
Or maybe I need it
Swear lying’s the only rush I need